i dont know..it doesnt really feel right. i feel out of touch, so far away, out of sight, out of mind. inconsequential and unneccessary, superfluous and obsolete. i will never feel like i did. its different, why is it different? because he doesnt call, because he's fine not talking to me for days at a time, becuase im not a part of his life, because he doesnt want to be my best friend. doesnt want me that close. is afraid. and its just not good enough for me...
i wrote that a couple days ago. guess i saw it coming...
i feel like im floating.
it might be not eating for 12 hours...
will i ever be enough?
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