i think i could be happy if i had a noah's sun dried tomato bagel with low fat cream cheese for breakfast every morning. oh man so delicious. i remember the days when i had a bagel with cream cheese and a banana every day for breakfast. dont think i can pull that one off anymore.

happy fifth of july. yesterday i witnessed the amazing fireworks of corvallis. went with some friends from my apt and some new people i had yet to meet down to the 'water front' (aka moderate sized river) to see the fireworks show (aka explosives set off one at a time in complete silence. read-no music). got bored with it after about 5 minutes, but it was better than sitting at home by far. and it was good company.

life and secondaries

im not even sure what to say, really. this summer has been completely unexpected in so many ways, and i just feel so lucky to have ended up here. but i dont really want to say a whole lot more, you'll just have to ask me someday in person. but i am very happy...

on the other hand, secondaries havent even started rolling in quite yet (i only have one that has been sent my way) but im already begining to feel overwhelmed. all these freakin essays and they always take me forever, and usually i get tired of it and just start producing less than quality work. but this is what i want to do, but do i really want to go through 18 secondaries? i think thats insane....i hope a lot of the essays can be reused. but that will be my late summer/all of fall.

im also kinda worried about my degree. i planned all along to do a minor, or a double, but my parents saw the graduating a semester early as a boon to their pockets. and i guess part of me feels more ok with it cuz i can make money, but i wonder if it will be detrimental to the application process.

tomorrow is the coast and outlet shopping. <3